今朝、母方の祖父の夢を見た。夢では、私はまだ小さな子供だった。
金沢の郊外、河北市宇ノ気町。夕刻に、亡くなった母が生まれた実家に行ってみた。
祖父が開業医や考古学者として住んだ大きな屋敷や庭は、今は更地となって土蔵だけが残っている。
妹や私を含めてたくさんの孫が集まったお盆や正月。夕陽を見ると涙ぐむ自分がいた。
3月は、ドバイ、スリランカ、ブラジルへの渡航予定があり、本来なら今晩遅くに金沢に戻る予定だった。
全てがキャンセル。ほとんどの時間を金沢の工房で過ごしできた。
どこにも行かなくて良かった。
I had grandfather’s dream of a mother’s side this morning. I was still a small child by a dream.
Suburb in Kanazawa and Kahoku-city Unoke-machi.
I went to my grandfather house where my past mother was born in the evening.
The big residence and garden where my grandfather lived as a practitioner will be a vacant lot now,
and only a warehouse is left.
The Lantern Festival and the New Year’s when a lot of grandchilds gathered including me.
When the sunset was seen, some reason I was cried.
In March, to Dubai, Sri Lanka and Brazil,
I planned to take a trip and I planned to return to Kanazawa late this evening primarily.
Everything cancels it. I could spend most time at my studio in Kanazawa.
It was better I did not go anywhere.
